britt

Well my life has gotten so much better these days.

First of all Monica has moved out of the house with her son. They have moved in with one of her friends, her friends husband, and her friends two kids. In some way that makes me very happy that she is no longer living at home with me and my mom, but on the other hand the place that she is living is not big enough for everyone to live in.

Second I have a new job. I am now working at The Williams Inn as a housekeeper. The job is not that bad. The way that I look at it is that it is a paycheck.

Third I have a new boyfriend and we couldn't be happier together.

Well Monica is due in 5 days. We can't wait to have the baby here. Then in June my big sister might be coming out here for her 10 year college reunion, I can't wait to dee her and meet her husband. Plus one of me aunt's friends, who has also become my friend, is coming home for the summer so that will be so much fun to spend some time with her.

Well my sister is having a baby in 5 weeks and I can't stand her right now. I know that a lot of it is the hormones. I am sick of the baby and he is not even here yet. All I hear is baby this and baby that from everyone in my family. They ask me how i am doing and then the rest of the time I see them all they talk about is the baby.

I mean it is not all bad because I get to spoil him and all that comes with being an aunt. But my sister is going to be living with us still so none of us are going to get any sleep what so ever. So I told my mom and sister that when he is here I am going to talk a trip for the weekend somewhere, just so I can get out of the house because my grandmother and great aunt are going to be there and I can't stand them together. They are bad enough apart.

My grandfather came out here from California to spend 2 nights at our house. He didn't get there until midnight and then we stayed up talking for 2 1/2 hours. Then on Wednesday we went to The Berkshire Museum to see the new show, it was really fun. He left Thursday morning to go to Albany to do some business for a week. It was so great to see him again, we won't see him again until maybe the end of the year. He is going to Peru for about a month to see my aunt who is in the Peace Crops and the will spend a week in the Amazon Rain forest. Hope the have fun and take lots of pictures.

well i finally graduation from high school on june 7th. yes!!!!!!

hey everyon i know that it has been a long time. but i am still here.

monica just turned 16 on the 5th. she has a job up at the hospital. and i am still working over at stop and shop (it sucks so much). i am going to a company picnic on wednesday at a baseball game.

well i now in the 12th grade and monica is in the 11th now.

i can't wait to go on vacation for 2 weeks in california. i am going see all my family.

To all my friends I am so sorry I have not been on AIM these days but i was just finishing up with school for the year.

Well this month we got a letter saying that Monica, my sister (Eric be nice), is going to be going to McCann in the Fall. She is goint to be in the 10th grade (man how time flies) and she is going to start in CAD. We are so happy for her and she can't wait until the school year starts.

Well I am going to be getting my license this upcoming school year. I can't wait until then.

I MISS YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH! I hope to see you guys soon.

i just got the news that my friend monica died this mornig.

Well I just got the worst news ever. remember my friend monica who was in the hospital for a log time. well one of our friends just told me that see is back inthe hospital in the icu dieing.

well i thought i would tell you what has been gonig on in my life these days. well this past week a friend of mine who is in 12th grade asked my if i would go to prom with him this year and i said yes. no i am not going out with me and he is not looking for a girlfriend. you see the thing is he is gay, but i don't care because he is a real good friend.
i am now driving with my perment, i was so happy when i got it because i love to drive. my sister is coming back home in june she is so happy and so are we. we can't wait.
i know i have not talked to everyone is such a long time, and i am so sorry but i have been so busy with school and chruch. well if you want to talk to me you know where to reach me.
love ya all. goodnight.

Well I know I have not updated my journal in a while, so I guess I will tell you what is going on in my life these days. Well 2 weeks from today I turn 16 years old (MY SWEET 16!!!) I can't wait. Well I might be going down to Jim and Jill's how for the weekend for mine and Jill's birthday, because mine is on the 3rd and hers is on the 8th. It will be so great to see Tammy, Jill, and Jim seeing that I have not seen them in a long time. We have so much to chatch up on.

My family has also been having car trouble. See we bought a new car last mouth and we have only had it for a week before we had to have it go into the shop because of transmission problems, we had a 2 inch crack in our transmission. So we has to pay our first car payment without a car, it is not registered to us yet.

Well I went down to Eric's house this weekend while my mom and sister went to the beach. This weekend was so much, I met Jill and Jim on Saturday night. Then today Jill and I went to her bridel shower and I met Tammy too. I can't wait to go down to see everone again.
love ya all

Well it seems that all my friends that live around me hate me. I try to make plans with them and they don't care. Oh well at least I am going to see some friends this coming weekend and I can't wait to see them.

Well it looks like I am going down to Eric's house for the weekend and I am also going to be going to Jill's shower. I can't wait to go down and see everyone.

It Happened Anyway

when jamie died,
i didn't even understand
the eternity of my sadness.
i wished i could have prevented it.
but then, i remember ,
it happened anyway
when i rest in bed,
and dream about how i could have
lived and played eith my brother,
i wish i could have stopped his death.
but then, i remember, it happened anyway.
when i look at pictures
and imagine what he would be like
now a dozen years old,
i wish i could have saved him from angelessness.
but then, i remember,
it happened anyway.
when i hug my my mommy,
and think of why, and how, and
when he was with us and he left us, we wish we could have pervented it,
and stopped him from
never needed breath for birthday candles...
but then, we remember, though we don't understand,
it happened anyway
-Mattie J.T. Stepanek

i have not been in a good mood lately because any friends i have around here don't want to hang out with me anymore. then the ones who want to hang out with me don't live around here or on vacation.

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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